oneself is a matter of ontologically always “returning to” oneself in the sense of staying with oneself.181
Hence, ex-sistence is ability that is aware of itself as both the ability and the necessity to be always becoming itself. (Cf. “Zu-sein” in the first annotation to ¶2 below.)
Heidegger employs the noun “Möglichkeit” in two senses that are importantly distinct.
Ex-sistential ability is not the modal category of possibility, set over against actuality and necessity, something that pertains to things rather than to ex-sistence.183 It is not a “possession” I have that I can sometimes put into action. Rather, it names my very essence, what I am and cannot not be. Ex-sistence is most fundamentally the self-enacting ability to ex-sist, to keep on keeping on, an ability that has to be always enacting itself if I am to ex-sist at all.184
Consider, by way of analogy, two kinds of ability. (1) I am able to visit Patagonia; however I do not have to, and I could live my whole life without ever going there. (2) I am able to breathe, but I have to be always breathing or I stop living. Ex-sistential ability is analogous to no. 2. It is a unique ability to ex-sist that must be always enacting itself as the ability to ex-sist—otherwise I stop ex-sisting.185
This is what is it means to say that I am, of necessity, always becoming my exsistence. Ex-sistence as ability is my ergon, my essential function, and if it is not functioning by enacting itself, I do not ex-sist at all. And yet, it is not I personally who put that function to work. Rather, the self-enacting ability to keep on ex-sisting is intrinsic to my nature. It is an a priori fact that is “done unto me” (factum)—what Heidegger calls “facticity” (cf. SZ §12, 10).
Heidegger retrieved the notion of ex-sistential ability from Aristotle’s dunamis while radically reversing Aristotle by declaring that dunamis/ability is higher than energeia/actuality.186 Möglichkeit is the dunamis-dimension of ex-sistence, the a priori
181. The tradition goes back at least to Proclus’ doctrine of epistrophē, self-awareness as a “return to oneself.” See Heidegger’s second gloss to ¶1 (3) in this section.
182. Re Möglichsein: SZ 143–45 passim=183–86 passim and elsewhere.
183. Kant, Critique of Pure Reason, B 106.
184. GA 80, 1: 274.28: “das es [= Dasein] aus der Ermöglichung seiner selbst existiert.”
185. Even if (ho mē genoito) I were to choose to end my life, I would have to keep on enacting my ability to ex-sist right up to the end, even as I go about preparing the means for ending that ability. Cf. GA 27: 325.23–25=226.25–26.
186. The retrieval: GA 9: 283.22–287.12=216.20–219.19. The reversal: SZ 88.30–31=63.2 vs. Metaphysics IX 8, 1049b5. There are two states of dunamis: